A Blog About The Boltons

Things I love

2012-02-14T10:33:00.000-08:00

I was going to do this big, elaborate post about all the things I love in life but honestly, I don't have the desire to blog right now. Or lately. It's so lame!

Even though we should show our love to everyone all year round, I think valentines is special because it is a day dedicated to love and love alone. What could be better!? I have so many people in my life that I love and just want to give a shout out to all my amazing family and friends for all you have done for me. And most importantly... For loving me.

Happy Valentines Day <3

A little update on us

2012-02-09T15:17:00.000-08:00

This has been the craziest semester of our married life. I don't even know where to begin. All I know is I can't wait for April to come and the madness to be over until fall. Austin works Monday-Thursday until 10 p.m. and Friday until 9 p.m. It wouldn't be so bad but I say goodbye at 8:30 a.m. and that's that.

Saturdays are full of his basketball games at 8, volunteering for 4 hours at Ogden Regional, and then he studies for the MCAT pretty much the rest of the time. Sundays are his MCAT time too. Basically what I am saying is I really miss my husband and once he takes that stinky test and passes I will be the happiest wife around. I spend most of my time alone but I've gotten used to it. I have a crazy semester doing my 2 jobs, school, and interning but no where near what Austin does.

He continues to rock all of his exams. That boy amazes me.

He started a Pre-DO club on campus. Want to know more about it? go here presomawsu.blogspot.com.

Needless to say us Bolton's are busy people.

Tagged

2012-02-02T16:22:00.000-08:00

Sometimes these are lame but I like this one a lot. Thanks Kiana :)

here are the rules:

1 - you must post the rules.

2 - post eleven fun facts about yourself on the blog post.

3 - answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and then create eleven new questions to ask the people you've tagged.

4 - tag eleven people and link them on your post

5 - let them know you've tagged them!

11 fun facts about me!

1. I have two different sizes of thumbs. Yes it is weird, and yes it is awesome but sometimes makes playing the piano a bit difficult with my right hand. I don't quite have a good reach haha

2. I love my jazz. Yes, it's true. I get so worked up watching and going to games that it's sometimes embarrassing but it gives me real anxiety alright?!

3. I am graduating from school April 20th and I am slightly terrified. Yes I should be so so excited but now I have to be a big kid and get a real job. I don't get to use the I am in college and can't do anything because I have a million things to do excuse anymore. It's pretty scary!

4. In my life I have done all of the following, played basketball, softball, volleyball swimming lessons, golf lessons, guitar lessons, piano lessons, dance lessons, and violin lessons. And I am ashamed to say that while I have taken lessons and tried all of those things, I am only good at some of them. I wish I would have picked one or two and been amazing at them!!

5. I always wanted to be a teacher growing up. Nothing could have swayed me from that. I was so so set since I was little girl playing school. My first year at snow I tutored in a 4th grade class and immediately changed my mind. I love kids but there was no way I was going to teach them in a school setting for the rest of my life. That's why I love teaching dance. I get them for an hour a week and that's it.

6. I may seem like an outgoing, loud person, but inside I am really shy and embarrassed a lot of the times. I have worked so hard at overcoming it and not doubting myself but it's still there and many times, it's not easy when I am in a new setting.

7. I have multiple best friends. Some people say it's not possible but it most certainly is. I have so many friends I can talk to about everything and no matter what happens we can just pick up right where we left off. I am so blessed with some amazing people in my life.

8. Once when I was a little kid I stepped in Dog poop on christmas in my new shoes. My sister laughed and called me poopoo. 10 years later that is still my nickname in my family. I know, it's crazy embarrassing, but I don't even notice any more :)

9. I've been through some pretty hard and unimaginable things in my life with my family. Things other people would never understand or ever want to go through. I really found me and what I want in my life as well as the people I want in it. Even though I hated every second of that time, I wouldn't take back anything I have learned.

10. I have a weird ability to memorize lyrics in songs after only hearing the song once or twice. I remember the lyrics forever too from songs that I heard when I was little. My nickname in college was i-pod. (Thanks McSister) I just wish that memorization translated into other areas of my life eh hem... school.

11. I was named after my great great great ( I don't know how many greats) grandmother Amanda Barnes Smith who was a pioneer. She was the one in the Haun's Mill massacre that prayed her boys hip would heal after being shot and it did. She was a remarkable woman with amazing faith. I have a lot to live up to!

11 Questions for 11 Friends:

1-What does your name mean?

Lovable, Worthy of Love

2-Does your name meaning fit you?

I sure hope so :)

3-If you could watch one movie for the rest of your life what would it be?

This is a tough one. I love movies. top 2 favs are the grinch and remember the titans.

4-What song describes your life right this minute?

Well my ringtone is A thousand Years by Christina Perri. It's fitting because I am very much in love with my hubby :)

5-What is your secret favorite chore and why?

Are you kidding?! I hate chores. Hate. My favorite though is probably sweeping because I can see how much cleaner all the wood floors are!

6- What is your favorite memory from high school?

This is another tough one. I had an amazing high school experience. I had amazing friends and always had a good time. That being said powder puff football was probably one of the best. We didn't win but I tackled a girl and ripped her shirt and we got ice cream afterwards :)

7- If you could go back and relive a day in your life would you?

You bet! I have had some great days in my life

8-What day would it be?

My wedding day!

9- If you could be any person in this world (alive) who would it be?

Probably someone famous who is still darling like Carrie Underwood. Everyone loves her and she is just so cute!

10- You have a pass to meet anyone in the world, dead or alive, who do you choose?

My grandmother that I am named after.

11- What is your biggest regret?

Wasting so much time holding onto heartache and pain.

Staying Healthy

2012-02-02T15:43:00.000-08:00

Everyone knows I get sicker than the average person, but let me tell you a little secret. I think I have cured my body of so many of its constant aches and pains. How you ask? Well I will tell you! (and yes I still get sick, but so does everybody)

Exercising and Eating Healthy!!

It is not always easy and I am not perfect at it but I feel like a new person because of all the changes I have gone through dejunking my body and putting in the right stuff.

Remember how I used to get chronic migraines? Gone. I haven't had one in a long time and when I feel one coming on I do a little workout and drink a lot of water and it goes away!

Remember how I used to get one sickness after the next and it was a never ending torrent of sicky me? Those days are over too! I got a slight cold two weeks ago but I was better in 2 days. It's amazing what having a healthy body does to you.

My stomach problems have lessened immensely. I have stopped drinking milk with lactose in it. I try and stay away from fatty greasy foods (for the most part) and I snack on good foods all day long.

It's not an easy process getting to where I am but I know it was for the best and I am being my best self because I don't have to worry about my health every 2 seconds!

This semester doesn't permit me to workout even close to what I have been but it's my decision what I eat everyday and I stay pretty good at eating healthy and packing my food around with me every where I go.

I have come so far, and I never want to go back!

Only january

2012-01-26T15:11:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it's still only January. I feel like I have done SO much this semester already. Not so much homework but I have been so busy doing my internship and working 2 other jobs. Plus trying to be a good wife to my husband but lets be honest, our house will not get a good cleaning until I graduate. So no one is invited over! (sorry)

I am doing my internship at McKay Dee in the Pediatrics unit.

I really am loving my internship though. I am just so worn out by the end of being there. Being an intern is rough. Everyone looks at you like oh great the student is here. I say hi and people give you the grimace polite smile. It's not that fun. Good thing the lady I follow around is great though! She really is so nice to me.

I like being able to be in the hospital setting helping little kids out. Sometimes it breaks my heart to have to see them suffer and cry because they are getting poked and prodded but it's helping them in the long run. I am learning a lot and enjoying that aspect of it. With the being said...

I CAN'T WAIT TO BE DONE!!!!!!!

Best husband award goes too...

2012-01-24T07:42:00.000-08:00

My Austin.

This morning he got up early and made me breakfast. Did I mention he is super sick and should be the one laying in bed getting breakfast? Then he gets all bundled up to scrap the windows off the car and drive me to work. He even puts up with all my craziness.

I really love that guy.

Resolution update

2012-01-18T17:02:00.000-08:00

So far I am continuing my resolution but I am a little behind on my miles per week. I am only up to 14/365. It's something right? I am working hard to stay active and healthy and loving my body just the way it is!

Christmas and New Years

2012-01-15T21:19:00.000-08:00

Since that all felt like forever ago but never got a post I felt like I should throw one together about our fun holidays!

Christmas eve we went swimming with the Bolton's at Surf and Swim. This is a tradition the Bolton's started to wear the kids out so they would go to bed and has stuck ever since. After swimming we had an ugly sweater christmas party at my moms. Lets just say my sweater won ;)

I made LOTS of yummy cupcakes but didn't take a picture of the green ones. I am lame sometimes.

After a TON of food we, I changed into my giant and comfy christmas jammies. Yes we did Christmas on Christmas eve again this year. Oh well. Good thing my pajamas we so big because I was hiding a nerf gun under them ;)

When he opened this I got my gun out and we had a good round of nerf war. Yes we are 5. Yes it was awesome!

He got me candy dishes to go on our coffee table :) (There is never candy in them but they are cute!)

Christmas day we had church with my dad and siblings and then went to my brothers to have breakfast and do presents. My dad was so nice and got me workout weights and resistance bands. He also got us head phones and gift cards.

We went to Austin's parents and got AMAZING shoes, a book, a hot pack, and much more. My favorite was the bedspread! FINALLY A BIG KID BEDSPREAD! I love it. Nothing fancy, but it actually matches our room.

I love love love them. They are so light weight and flexible. Perfect for all my workouts.

We had christmas dinner at Austin's grandmas house and then spent the rest of the evening relaxing at home. We had a great christmas! We used our Cruise as part of our christmas but also got ourselves and xbox with a kinect. Yes, we spoiled ourselves rotten!

New years eve we didn't have any spectacular plans the week of. I felt so lame! haha thankfully we live by some amazing people who didn't have any great plans so we planned a fun party! My cute friend Ashley and Jeremy text me the night before not having plans either and I am so glad they did because they fit right in. New years was so relaxed! The boys did a puzzle while the girls chit chatted and we ate lots of treats and had a great time. We are so blessed to know some wonderful people!

Updates!

2012-01-06T18:48:00.000-08:00

This week I ran my 7 miles by Thursday. Felt awesome! And guess what!? I dropped 4 pounds by then too. Only one to go. Must of been water weight or something because as soon as I got into my eating and workout routine, it just melted off! WOO HOO!!!!!

It feels so great to be doing my normal routine again with less treats in the house. Happy working out to all!

A recap of 2011

2012-01-03T11:46:00.000-08:00

2011 was a year of sooooo many amazing adventures and good times. Being married has been so much fun. Aust made my year amazing!

January:

We played just dance 2 with our new wii and had a blast! It wouldn't let me upload a video though.

I learned how to be crafty and decorate my own house in January as well!

February:

We got a sweet new nephew named Grayson. He is so dang cute!

We also celebrated Valentines in a very fun way. A room full of hearts, good food, and candles!

March:

We moved into a wooden cave. Little did we know that we would find our very best friends living there as well.

April:

Apparently we didn't do anything cool because we have no pictures. We ended the semester in April and I think that's about it!

May:

We both bought new shoes and wore them on our Anniversary mini trip.

We stayed at the Haxten Manor in SLC, shopped at gateway, ate at PF Changs, and did a session in the SLC temple. I loved may minus starting summer semester full of 8 hour homework days. Barf.

May also included the lovely wedding of my best friend Taylor to her sweetheart Mike. We loved being a part of it all!

June:

June started off great with another wedding of another best friend Alexa. I loved everything about her wedding!!!

June meant graduation for my baby sis. I still can't believe it!

Our friends the Derus invited us boating and we had a great time!

This month also brought my moms wedding! Such a special day for our family.

July:

Karyn and I went to stadium of fire and loved every minute of it!! (Minus the blinding sun in our eyes)

We also went to Island Park/Yellowstone with the Boltons. Such a great trip with our family.

July also meant bear lake with our amazing friends! (We are so blessed with so many amazing friends)

We seriously couldn't thank Britt and Zack enough for letting us come camp with them. We had a great time!

August:

This is my favorite month... MY BIRTHDAY!

We went to my fav place. St. George. Grandma and Grandpa Bolton treated us well!

September:

Another boring month full of school and work. Lame.

October:

We went to Thriller together and loved it!

We had a friends halloween party which is my favorite part of the Halloween Season.

November:

We had Thanksgiving, had an apartment dinner, ate so much food, and got a sweet camera from Old Navy!

We ended the month by going to temple square.

Set up our tiny tree together <3

and ran my first 5k on Thanksgiving. My goal is to do a 10k this summer!

December:

Such a great month. One i will never ever forget. We took an amazing vacation, had a fabulous christmas, and spent so much time with our loved ones!

Apartment Christmas Dinner!

Christmas was a great time but that is a different post in and off its self!

New years eve was a BLAST!

This year was a great one full of amazing memories... I can't wait to see the adventures that await us in 2012!

Workout Update

2012-01-03T10:47:00.000-08:00

I hope to post many many times about my workouts this year. I will be the first to admit that I really did awful over the holidays. I stopped working out as hard and ate whatever I wanted. On our cruise I was soooo bad! I ate and ate and ate. I hate how I have been feeling lately because of it. I want to feel confident in my own skin as well as feeling healthy, happy, and more alive. I know I am not fat, by any means but that doesn't mean I don't feel good about myself. I put on 5 pounds over the break and I am ready for them to be GONE!

(Isn't it crazy how long it takes me to lose it and in a month I can put back so much? d i s g u s t i n g)

These are what I got for Christmas from Austin's parents. I loveeee them so much! Seriously the most comfortable shoes I have ever worn.

With these shoes I am starting my new years resolution...

How hard is that?! Not too bad when you think about it. I put in 3 on the elliptical last night. Tonight I plan to run 2 more at the gym.

What more could I ask for than a goal to make me enjoy running? I hate running but I will love it by next december!!!

The rest of our Vacation

2012-01-02T16:35:00.000-08:00

After we got off the cruise we waited to be picked up by the lady who was letting us stay at her house. We used the website airbnb.com to find a cheaper place to stay. We thoroughly enjoyed staying at her house and riding her cool bikes! Once we got to her house we took a 4 hour nap. I know we napped a lot but we played hard and deserved it! After we woke up we took her tandem bike to the beach. When we were almost the there the tire was doing something dumb so we walked back and each got a bike.

We rode around for a while and then decided to stop for dinner at this great italian place by the beach. The pizza and hot wings were amazing!

Aust got a sweet new watch on the cruise for wayyyy cheap!

After dinner we rode to the store and bought some treats and then watched chocolat'. I loved the movie!

The next morning we slept in and relaxed for a while and then road to the beach to lay out. So fun but super windy.

We were told this was the best taco place in town and it was amazing! I died and went to heaven right there.

We got Ben and Jerry's after and then just took our time riding back. We never wanted to leave! We just relaxed the rest of the evening and woke up bright and early at 4:30 the next morning to come home.

Descending into Utah was the most depressing thing ever. It was so sunny above the clouds and then we got to Utah and it was disgusting. I may have cried a little. Ok not really but I wanted to!

Overall we loved our vacation! I want to go back every day. I love traveling and learning about different areas and meeting new people.

Church

2011-12-31T00:28:00.000-08:00

I know I have posted about my testimony before but I feel the need to say something that has really been in the back of my mind for a long time. Something that I want to write down for myself and who knows, maybe it will help others.

I have been a member of the LDS church my whole life. I have grown to have a true love for the gospel and all that comes a long with it.

It has not always been easy to be a member and at times to be honest it still isn't. Some sundays it would be easier to stay home and relax or do the things I need than to go to church. I had to figure out for my self that this is exactly what I want in life. I know that it doesn't always work for everyone in their lives and that people can be amazing people without being members.

For me, going to church each week, praying, reading, and being spiritual is something I have struggled with at many times. I had to really figure out for me, and no one else, that I wanted and needed that to be in my life. I had to learn how to build my own testimony, rely on the spirit and the Lord to really pull me through.

I have been through many dark times where I have thankfully come out with a better attitude than I did before. I know I have never been truly alone.

I do not have an extensive knowledge of the Gospel. But what I do know is that it makes me extremely happy, and makes me a better person. I am always striving to be better and I feel like the Gospel gives me a chance to be able to do that.

I love all that I stand for as a member of the church and it makes me extremely sad when others are soooo judgmental of one another for what they believe. I know I am not perfect, and I still judge, but I try not to let that affect how I treat people. I believe that Christ would want me to love everyone, not matter what they have done or what they believe. They are still his children who need love and support.

I know this is random but I feel like it's important to write down the things that I feel about life and that maybe someone will learn from me or teach me something else that I might be missing...

So, my testimony is simple. I know I am a Daughter of God who is loved more than I can comprehend. I know that I get to be sealed f o r e v e r with my amazing husband who loves and supports me. I know tithing is an amazing way to further help the church and also a great way for the Lord to bless us. By sacrificing our 10% each pay period to give back what is already His, helps me to grow closer to my Heavenly Father, recognize his blessings, and appreciate the temples and churches that we have. I know that this Gospel is true and I love it for all that it has taught me about life, and about myself. I know that I will get to live with Him again one day, and that right there gives me the most comfort during the hardest days.

Cruise: Day 5

2011-12-31T00:12:00.000-08:00

Friday was our last stop in Nassau Bahamas. Sounds like a dream right? Well, no actually the city itself is quite dirty, and busy. Regardless we had a great day!

We woke up early because we were going catamaran sailing and snorkeling at 8. As you can tell we were worn out by this day.

Our boat happened to be broken so we got in a little later than planned. Our ship took quite a beating fighting against all the wind and waves. I wrote down my first thoughts of Nassau and I said beautiful and ugly haha the water was amazing but the city not so much! Aust even said it looks like someone puts food coloring in the water because there is no way it could be that blue.

The thing with Nassau is you had to book an excursion to do to the beach. other than that the only free option was to shop, which is not free. Those tricky people. Anyways we got off the boat and got on our catamaran. It was AMAZING! I loved riding out on this big boat, sitting on a net with the water right beneath me, looking straight to the ocean floor with my love by my side. I even saw a sea turtle!

Next time we go to the Bahamas we will be staying here ;)

After snorkeling in the cold water we got back on the catamaran and sailed back. It was nice and relaxing! We showered and got ready for some shopping.

I got some free jewelry and our christmas ornaments for this year. I loved looking at all the fun shops!

We watched the sun set as the boat pulled away from Nassau. I was eating ice cream and christmas music was playing over the speakers and it was all like a dream! A perfect way to end our amazing vacation. I wish so much I could back to that moment in time. I felt so grateful for all the I had experienced while being away with my husband. Everyday was a new adventure and we found out we can be together 24/7 and not want to kill each other ;)

Thankfully our vacation didn't end there! We were able to spend time in Miami for 2 more days which I will post about later.

Cruise: Day 4

2011-12-27T10:49:00.000-08:00

Thursday was the a day I was excited for because we heard that Half Moon Cay was a private island that was beautiful. We woke up early enough because instead of getting off on a pier they have to tendur everyone in. The boat was late due to the wind pushing against the boat and it took us longer the get there. When we got out on the boat the island was AMAZING!

This is my feet underwater. So awesome!

The bar on the island haha

We got to go snorkeling with the stingrays and other sea creatures. It was fun and gross to feed them. You had to hold a dead squid in your hand and the stingray would come and suck it right out. The stingray even gave my hand a hicky haha it was awesome!

Mother nature of course decided to visit me on the day I am on one of the most beautiful beaches in the world. I felt awful but tried my best to enjoy every minute of it.

After we got back to the boat we took a shower, a nap, and then headed to dinner. They had a girls dancing night and all the ladies danced to apple bottom jeans. It was a blast :)

The boys must have felt left out so after dinner they were teaching a dance on the top deck and the boys did not hold back. It was so fun to watch them dance and McCall and I got a good laugh out of it.

Following the boys performance we decided to check out the dance club. It was horrible! They were allowed to smoke in there and it sucked a lot so we left. We found the Karaoke room and it was SO awesome. We got some yummy drinks and enjoyed singing along.

After that was over we went and watched Green Lantern in our room and drifted on into a peaceful sleep. The only time I enjoyed the boat rocking was when I was going to sleep. It was like being rocked like a baby... Loved it.

Cruise: Day 3

2011-12-26T09:17:00.000-08:00

Wednesday morning was the one we were the most excited for. It was the day we had been waiting for for months and months. We were supposed to go scuba diving in Grand Turk. This place was said to have some of the best scuba diving because of how beautiful the ocean is there. We popped our heads right off of our pillows and got ready to go.

We are not morning people and look how excited we were haha

This place is beautiful. We were so excited to go scuba diving.

We walked up to the booth and heard the terrible words. C A N C E L L E D.

Blasted wind. It was the saddest news. There was no scuba diving offered in any. other. port. I literally cried tears. We had saved and saved to get the money to go and now it was all for nothing. We got a refund but still, so sad!

After we went back to our room, dropped off our stuff, stayed angry for a minute, ate breakfast, and then went back to the beach in a better mood.

We relaxed on the beach and took tons of pictures.

Giant Shell we brought home :)

The hottub was NOT hot. It was colder than a bath haha

They honked the ship horn 3 longgg times. I about had a heart attack!

After the beach, hottub, and laying out we ran up to take a shower which turned into an hour of me standing in the warm water haha we don't EVER get warm water that consistent at our house. We got to go get our free drink for Austin being a past cruiser. We asked for non alcohol and they looked at us like we were nuts. I was not feeling so great and threw on a sun dress. Austin said he didn't like it and so I told him I should just keep it as a beach dress. He said yeah if we had our own private beach hahaha needless to say he didn't like it.

The boat was rocking so bad and I wasn't feeling well so I stayed home from dinner and barfed but felt better by the time Austin got back. We decided to go up to the top deck but I wore a dress so I had to run right back down and change. I didn't think everyone wanted to see my under clothing haha

After dinner they played the game of love and we were laughing so dang hard. Those old people are quite funny.

They had a mexican buffet running late and I was finally hungry so we indulged and of course got ice cream!

Even though we couldn't scuba dive Wednesday was a FABULOUS day!

Cruise: Day 2

2011-12-24T09:54:00.000-08:00

Tuesday we woke up around 8:30 and got ready to lay out by the pool. The boat rocked all night and I woke up feeling really queasy. We ran upstairs to get breakfast and I about threw up right then and there. They were making something like fried mushrooms and it was an awful smell. So I skipped breakfast for the time being.

We got yummy shakes, strawberry peach and pina colada. As soon as we had the drinks in our hands a lady RAN over to us and told us we had to try a miami vice, which was strawberry daiquiri and pina colada mixed together. She was crazy town but it was way funny.

Since it was such a windy day and laying in the sun was proving to not be that enjoyable, we got all ready and ate a delicious lunch! The burger, fries, and chicken nuggets were our favorites. After lunch we walked around the shops and took a glorious nap. We loved the vacation and our nap times!!

That night was the fancy dress night. I LOVE seeing Aust all dressed up. He is so handsome :)

The waiters sang and danced that night. Our server was seriously the CUTEST ever. His name was Jaya and he is from Indonesia.

When we got back to our room that night, the decided to thank us for cruising with them by giving us a free drink. YUM!

Tuesday was a good day to relax and explore. They had a show that night but they had to change what they were doing because the boat was moving SO bad. Everyone was barfing all over the cruise. It was awesome. The shows on the cruise were "vegas style" meaning they could dance in skanky clothes and it was ok. We all had a good laugh about it.

Christmas Eve Eve

2011-12-24T09:17:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Austin and I have such a funny/weird day. He had a job interview (crossing our fingers) and then I was in the weirdest mood ever!! I wanted to be angry and frustrated all day but I wasn't! My body and emotions were just telling me to be even though I knew better. It was bizarre.

We attempted to go christmas shopping and that was a total fail. We got down to riverdale after wanting to kill every driver. I know, we are bad people but seriously it was a nightmare. We blew off shopping, ate at Zupas, and then came straight home.

I cleaned so I could work off some frustration and it helped! Still don't know why I felt so weird. Aust and I watched a show together and then decided to go see Sherlock Holmes. As we were leaving I remembered the dessert I had to make for today so we blew off the movie and made 48 cupcakes, red(white actually turned out pink, green which is lime green, and white) It was SO fun to bake with my husband.

While we waited for the cupcakes to bake we played Kinect adventures and just laughed. I am so glad I married my best friend that can just play with me. We went to walmart at midnight and finished our christmas shopping. We will never go during the day again!!

Cruise: Day 1

2011-12-22T17:41:00.000-08:00

Sunday the 11th we set off on our amazing adventure! Austin's dad drove us to the airport a little early (ok a lot early I have an anxiety problem haha) Once we got through security the wait began. I seriously have an anxiety disorder because flying causes me some serious anxiety!

We landed in Denver and then took off for Fort Lauderdale. Once we got there it was about midnight. We decided between staying in a hotel for a few hours or staying in the airport. We decided on sleeping in the airport. MISERABLE! Luckily our phones stream netflix and we brought blanket. We woke up bright and early at 5:30 to rent a car and drive down to Miami. They gave us a a Kia Soul and it was a blast to drive!

Monday was a day of waiting. We got to Miami and took a nap in the car. We walked around some shops, got smoothies, took a bunch of pictures, and waited for the shuttle. It was taking forever to get to the time we were able to go to the ship. We walked in to check in and then had to wait again! It was awful. Once we were able to go on the ship we weren't allowed to go in our room yet so we stuffed our faces at the buffet. It was so good.

It was windy the ENTIRE vacation. But at least it was warm wind!

Our room was 2159. I think the minute we got to our room we took a nap. It was so heavenly. We had to do the safety check which was so so unorganized.

Afterwards we went up top to celebrate the sail away. It started to rain pretty much as soon as the boat started moving haha! We looked across the boat to the other side and found our good friends Justin and McCall. It was so fun to be with them.

We went back to our room and fell asleep... again. Oops! We were late to dinner but still were able to enjoy food and go to the welcome show. We had some hilarious people on our ship. After the show we went to go hottubbing and they had closed it!! I was so sad but the boat was rocking extremely bad. It was no fun. We ate some pizza at 1 am and got some ice cream too.

Not the most exciting day but we were so excited to get to the amazing places we went to.

Oh hi

2011-12-22T15:12:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since I have posted anything because we were on a magical vacation :) We are back now and trying to get into the swing of things. It's hard going from the fun vacation life back to real life. It's beyond cold here!! I am going to post about each day of our trip! I want to remember every second of our time together. On our last night while laying in bed Aust asked me to sum up our vacation in 5 words. I said...

Romantic

Windy

Husband

Adventurous

Delicious

I can't wait to recap on all that we did that made those words come to my mind. It was the best vacation we could have ever hoped for and I realized everyday that I married the right person for me. We have a lot of fun together :)

Timing

2011-12-07T23:03:00.000-08:00

Just found this pin on pinterest and it was one of those moments when you literally feel slapped or hit. A SUPER big ah-ha.

I needed to read this more today than ever. I have been so so impatient for so many things to happen and to change and I can't force anything to happen quicker and be the way I want. It is all in HIS time, not mine.

I get so caught up in worrying about how things are going to happen and needing to make them happen sooner. It does nothing but cause me grief.

Love love love that quote. Thank you pinterest.

Bad Blogger

2011-12-05T18:31:00.000-08:00

I have so many things to post about but all I want to do is turn off my phone and run away with my husband to the Caribbean. Only a few more days! I just need a break and time to refresh with my love.

Tests

2011-12-02T13:03:00.001-08:00

Yes it is time for finals and sadly I want to do anything but study right now. Those kinds of test are sucky but this coming up week I have to get a few tests done...

Wednesday I have to get my blood drawn again. (Hate it)

Thursday I have to get an ultrasound on my abdomen to check out my insides and see what is going on. The doc thinks it might be my pancreas or gallbladder?

Friday I have to get a scope. Down my throat. While I am sleeping.

I am so nervous! I need to focus on school and getting ready for our vacation!!!!!!!

Needless to say I am glad that doctors know what they are doing and will be able to help me with whatever the heck is going on.

Dr. Dr.

2011-11-29T10:29:00.000-08:00

Today I went into the doctors because I have been throwing up since Sunday night. Seriously, not my idea of being sick. I will take a sore throat, headache, and runny nose EVERYDAY over being sick to my stomach.

Obviously there are some issues with my insides that need to be further addressed. I have an appointment at a gastroenterology center in Mckay Dee on Thursday. I really hope they can figure something out because I have missed WAY to much work. I feel so lazy and lame but I can't really barf all day at work.

Austin has been such a sweetheart through all of this. Seriously he has helped me to stay calm. Last night my stomach was hurting so bad and I was bawling like a baby. Literally hyperventilating type of crying. I know, ridiculous.

He hugged me, helped me get into a nice warm shower, and ran to get me some sprite. It was like 1 in the morning. He made sure he got himself a Dr. Pepper so he could stay up with me if I needed anything. Funny thing about being this sick is you never sleep due to stomach pain and constant trips to the bathroom.

He got me a hot pack at 6 in the morning and tickled my back. He called my work to tell them there is no way I am coming in and came with me to my Dr.'s appt.

I know it's hard for him to watch me be sick and many times hard for him to handle because he has never been around someone who gets so sick. He has been so supportive and caring.

I couldn't do it without him!!

I hope they have some answers on Thursday because I am beyond done!

Temple Square

2011-11-28T12:11:00.000-08:00

This year we jumped the gun and went to temple square early. Since we are leaving for 10 days in 2 weeks it seemed easier to go now than later. This is one thing I ALWAYS take pictures of. So here goes.

We went to dinner at a cute little Thai restaurant in SLC called Thai Lotus. It was so delicious but I of course had a bunch of leftovers. We went with Candice and our friend Mario that is from SLC and that we actually met when we went on our friends cruise. Crazy!

After we went to see the pretty lights with thousands of people. Seriously it was beyond crowded.

Photo bomber ha I look like a freak but it was dang funny!

2 years ago we took a picture in this exact place. See? :)

After we set up our very tiny christmas tree that we got for free from my grandma along with free ornaments. Nothing beats free :) We listened to Christmas music and had a blast together!

Now you can see we really live in a wooden cave. I hate all the wood. Yay for saving money though :)

Sometimes I am lame

2011-11-28T12:02:00.000-08:00

I really suck at taking pictures. I was going through all of my pictures from 2011 and seriously, it's like we did nothing. We did SO much this year. My goal for 2012 is to take a ton of pictures because its fun to look back and remember what you did. Over Thanksgiving this was the only picture that was taken, and I didn't even take it.

Fail.

Although I do love my pretty cousin!! :)

Thanksgiving week

2011-11-26T09:33:00.000-08:00

Our Thanksgiving started out Wednesday night with dinner at my moms. There was seriously SO much food there. I was so sad I had been sick because eating did not sound appealing to me. I was done after one smallish plate but enjoyed the company :)

Thursday I ran my very first 5k!! I couldn't believe I did it. When I say I am not I a runner in any way shape or form I mean not. at. all. But I finished without dying and only minimal walking due to some cramping.

Dinner at the Bolton's was so yummy!! Seriously everything there was pretty much my favorite.

I still didn't eat a ton but I was able to eat.

Friday was my Dads side for Thanksgiving. Lots of good food once again! I think I got lucky getting sick right before because I was only able to eat a little of each thing and seconds NEVER sounded appealing. Probably saved me from doing extra workouts haha!

We had such a great week with family! We can't wait to set up christmas in our tiny apartment either. The tree we have is only 4 ft but I love it!

In other news I got the practicum I wanted for next semester! I will be doing it at Mckay Dee with the child life specialist working in the pediatrics unit. I am so excited and feel like this is a perfect fit for me.

Oh and I went Black Friday shopping for the first and probably last time. Everything was a good deal BUT not really that worth it. I did get a free digital waterproof camera for our cruise though and that was totally worth it!

So long!

2011-11-21T14:18:00.000-08:00

I made it SO LONG without getting too sick. It was like heaven on earth to go for a few weeks and felt so great! I know that sounds crazy but to me it was like a dream come true. Until this morning. My mom made a soup with heavy cream in it. It was so delicious but I woke up running to the bathroom to lose my dinner. I thought for sure it was the dairy that made me so sick. Now I am not sure! I think I have the stomach flu :(

There is NO WAY dairy could make me feel this sick. It's only been a few hours but I am so done already!

Big news!

2011-11-14T18:00:00.000-08:00

Ok it's not that big but it is super exciting for me!!

I have lost 2% body fat in 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS! That is crazy to me. I have been working my butt off and eating like a champ.

Seriously I have consumed so many protein shakes and veggies.

I just have to say I am so proud of myself for sticking to it! I have worked harder than ever and been so conscious of everything going into my body. It is definitely paying off!!

This time last year I weighed an unbelievable amount. Now I am officially 27 pounds lighter and none of my pants fit.

I must say, working hard feels great!

This is currently the background on my phone. Its a great reminder that it's ok to mess up (like the chocolate cupcake I had last night. Oh so good. Thanks Candice) but work hard! Loveeee it.

Pictures

2011-11-08T08:48:00.000-08:00

Austin and I really want to take family pictures but we are just having a hard time paying 60+ dollars for just the two of us. I know I am super cheap. I just want some new ones that are not our engagements.

This will be our 3rd Christmas together. 3 years ago on Christmas day Austin asked me to be his girlfriend and i have loved every minute of our life since. I want to take pictures to see how much we have changed and grown!

I have so many cute friends that take pictures but I just can't decide. HELP!

BC

2011-11-07T15:48:00.000-08:00

Remember how in my last post I was grumpy mcgrumper pants? Yeah, me too. I realized WHY I have been so emotionally crazy and upset about every.single.thing.

I went to pick up my birth control the other day and they said they don't sell the kind I have been taking anymore but they have the generic brand for me and it is exactly the same. Um ok, if it was exactly the same it would be the kind I have been taking. Birth control makes me crazzzzzy beyond crazy and the one I have been on has been wonderful. Trust me I have tried 6 of them and this is the only one.

So I started taking my pills last monday and have been a lunatic ever since. Seriously. I don't know how this stuff is legal to take!! It messes with my emotions and my thinking and everything in between. One little problem becomes HUGE in 5 seconds thanks to this stuff.

So now I am on the debate of whether I should continue to take my BC or if I should just get off of it all together. Aust doesn't like a crazy me but he certainly doesn't want a baby anytime soon.

Moral of the story: If the pharmacist tells you that you will be fine by suddenly taking the generic brand of your birth control... you will not be!

blahhhh

2011-11-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

That is all I have to say about this week. Why oh why oh why does life just have to suck sometimes. (Ok i am being a ~~lot~~ little dramatic about things.)

To start our week off we had to buy a battery for our old honda. The batter cost $105 AFTER the $12 back from returning your old one. Yikes! My heart died a little. The whole car only cost 1000 bucks.

On Wednesday night I went to work with my giant back pack full of food like I always do. I am there for 6 hours so I have to pack 1 meal and 2 snacks. Not a big deal but it still takes time and I have to plan and prepare because I don't want to eat the same thing everyday. On this particular day I had only a few slices of lunch meat left in the meat bag so instead of taking a baggie I just took that and put my lettuce and other sandwich stuff inside it. I had some cottage cheese and peaches as well and put it all in the refrigerator. I went back 1 hour later to eat my dinner and someone had eaten the lunch meat out of my bag and thrown everything else away plus eaten half the cottage cheese and then put it back. Um hello? Why would anyone do that. Lame. I was mad because I am a dramatic girl but if everyone spent the time thinking and planning food like I do, you would understand.

Thursday was a good day minus our smoke detector is broken and likes to go off realllllly loudly in our tiny apartment. Not so fun.

Silver lining... I woke up friday with a Migraine. Usually I am down for the count all day. This time I was only down for a few hours. I have been getting them less and less also. I am ok with that!! Plus i got to see my Taylor. Most of friday was pretty awesome.

Anyway on Friday night I laid down in bed and looked up at the ceiling like I always do before Austin comes to bed. This time I saw what looked like a giant 6 foot long wet spot right above my head. At first I thought I was imagining it but I wasn't and so the night began at 12:30 a.m. We had to move our bed away from it just in case. We had our landlords son over to see what it was. He couldn't figure it out. If they have to fix anything that means we wont be living there for a while because our ceiling is made out of asbestos and I certainly do not want cancer.

Here I am at work just waiting to take a nap. I made a protein shake and put the bottle in my bag but little did I know the lid was not on all the way. Yup I had chocolate shake all over everything in my purse and on my white jacket. Guess material things need protein too right?

Halloween

2011-11-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Thursday night we had a bunch of people over to carve pumpkins. This is definitely one of my favorite Halloween activities. (Except I couldn't get anyone to get the guts out for me. Worst. Part. Ever.)

Mine is the cute cat and Aust has the skulls :)

On saturday night we had a fun party over at Britt's new place. I am beyond jealous of the room that she has there haha! It was so fun to catch up with old friends and enjoy each others company. We played games and talked talked talked. Everyone had darling costumes!! Austin and I were popeye and olive oyl. I don't have a pic of us together but I will get one soon.

Unfortunately Austin worked til 10 on Halloween night so I got out my boots, witches hat, and red lipstick and headed to trick or treat with the kids. I LOVED IT! I have the best family ever and it's always a good time.

Reese as a chicken and Abbie as a bee

We were witches!

My mom was a biker chick

Jack jack is so cute!

Cowboy vs. Alien

I love these boys. They make me so happy!

My Grandma is home from her mission. I missed her so much!!

Mom and Bruce with Tessa.

Little chicken butt :)

I missed my husband but it was overall a great halloween. I didn't even eat a piece of candy. Quite proud of myself. I did let myself enjoy a caramel apple though. It seemed a little healthier than skittles. ;)

Bees Game

2011-11-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

I was uploading pics off my camera and found some from the Bees game over the summer. It was such a fun night that ended in the dumbest parking ticket.. but it was still fun!

Directions

2011-10-31T12:38:00.000-07:00

Lately I have been feeling so overwhelmed! I mostly feel like I am being pulled in so many directions. I have so many roles to play and shoes to fill in my life. At times I can barely comprehend being a student let alone a wife, sister, friend, cook, cleaner, healthy eater, good exerciser, socialite, employee of two jobs, daughter, budgeter, organizer, aunt, sunday school teacher, pianist, and so on. I feel like I have to be all these things and more to be a good person. Of course I love being all of those things but sometimes when they all combine into one, I start to lose my mind. I feel the pressure from so many angles right now that I just cant wait for the semester to be done. I can't wait to get on that cruise ship and just be a wife to a loving husband who has saved her pennies and can enjoy herself a little bit. I can't wait to relax on the beach and not have a care in the world.

Last night Austin and I talked about our budget because we are really trying to pay off all debt (school loans) we have. I felt like my mind just shut down. I can't handle thinking about every detail of everyday and trying to remember all I should or shouldn't be doing. I know it's just a moment in time that's a little overwhelming but I am struggling to keep my head on straight.

I need a break and a breather to refocus and re-energize my self.

Everything I need

2011-10-29T10:40:00.000-07:00

This describes our relationship perfectly. He is everything I have always wanted and everything I need. I love my husband and glad I found him!

Healthy Meals

2011-10-27T11:18:00.000-07:00

The other night I made a delicious meal! Pork Chops marinated in some yummy and healthy sauces. Super easy and super yummy. I love when things turn out well. Plus Aust said it was some of the best pork chops he has ever had. Bonus!

It's amazing what eating healthy does for your body. I eat 5-6 meals a day. I pack my breakfast, snack, lunch, and snack pretty much everyday. It takes lots of work and I dirty a lot if dishes from cooking stuff but it is amazing! I have so much energy. I used to eat maybe 2 meals a day. If that? Eating was something to do if I had time which is the worst way to get healthy and stay there.

Food is fuel but the key is serving size and what you eat at every meal or snack.

Needless to say I think eating more is what my body needs to be healthy and to benefit my working out as well.

Who knew food could be this fun? I am actually really enjoy cooking delicious meals and feel very satisfied.

We need your help

2011-10-25T12:27:00.000-07:00

Ok we know these are annoying but we actually made it into the TOP TEN FINALISTS for a two

night stay to park city. We would love to win but we need your help. Please please please go to

facebook and like all points travel as well as brideandgroom.com. Both pages have a deserving

couples contest with our picture in it. We

need you to like both pictures. We would really appreciate it! Thanks everyone!!

Friends

2011-10-22T10:33:00.000-07:00

(Picture overload!) I have been so blessed to have so many great friends in my life. I grew up with some of the greatest people, met some of the best people at Snow, and then came home to better friends than I could have ever asked for. Sometimes it makes me sad to not see friends that live far away. It makes me even more sad that I do not talk to them as much. I just want to give a shout out to a few of my great friends who have changed my life for the better.

First to all my high school friends. We had so many good times and I am so glad I still talk to many of you. Even when I see you after months of not seeing you, it's still the same. I love you all!

Camille has been my friend since kindergarten! She has taught me so much about being a good person to everyone.

Crazy Britt and I before our dance competition. Such good times! She was my sidekick all through high school and I have never laughed so hard in my life when I am with her.

Love these girls!

I have some of the best guy friends a girl could ask for.

Kam's wedding

Senior Trip!!

Friends forever!

At Snow I made some of the best friends! Seriously these people will always be my friends (whether they like it or not ;)) They all helped me to be who I am today!

I love Taylors ability to make any situation the best. She has the best attitude about everything and taught me how to always enjoy life.

Rylar is my very best guy friend. He has been there for me through thick and thin. I don't seem him and his cute wife like I want to but he has always had my back.

My little Karyn. She has always been the person you want to be around. She is funny and challenges me. Karyn has taught me so much and I am so glad i met her!

Kiana has taught what being a true friend means. I love that I can pick up the phone and call her anytime I want and she will listen. I miss her a ton and I am so glad she got me out of the house my last few weeks at Snow and really showed me how to enjoy any situation I am in.

After Snow I have had some amazing times with amazing people. I am so grateful for everyone who helped me through the hardest time in my life. I wouldn't be who I am or where I am today. I could never say thank you enough.

So thank you friends for being the greatest!

Dairy

2011-10-19T15:28:00.000-07:00

Since before October started I have stopped eating (most) dairy. I went to the chiropractor and he did his chiropractor things and decided I probably have a food allergy. After all his tests he thinks its with milk and eggs. So he said to stay off it all for 90 days. 90 DAYS!!?? I love my dairy. I seriously have 2 glasses of milk a day and love to snack on cheese more than anything. But I took his advice because I am desperate for a stomach that loves me.

I don't know if it's in my head or if really eating less dairy is better for you or I have a food allergy but I feel amazing!

I don't even know how to describe that I feel "lighter". My stomach is hardly upset like it used to be. I feel less uneasy and more like myself. I can eat and not want to get sick.

It's a dang good thing my grandma gave me rice and soy milk growing up because I <3 that stuff. Plus I drink more water which is even better for me.

Hopefully being off dairy fixes the problem but we will see. I mean I still eat foods that have cheese on them, but not many.

School

2011-10-19T12:17:00.000-07:00

After 4 tests in 4 days, I am ready for a weekend. Sadly it is only Wednesday.

Can't it just be December already?!

Workout

2011-10-15T09:13:00.000-07:00

This week was like starting fresh for me. I feel like my body can do everything it used to until I am 15 minutes into my 27 and I am dying. Not just kinda tired but literally want to lay on the floor with sweat dripping down my face dying. I will admit it, I hate starting over.

Thank you body for getting sick for an ENTIRE month. I really appreciate all the hard work I put into making you healthy and thats how you repay me? Not very nice.

Although I have stayed the same weight my muscle is gone. It makes me want to cry ( and trust me I already have) to think about how hard it was to get to a good place and how I am going to have to do it again.

My whole body aches. Walking, wearing my back pack, sitting, and bending over are NOT fun when you are beyond sore.

On the upside it's good to feel again. By this I mean it's good to be able to get up and workout instead of laying in my bed. I am grateful for the chance I have to have a healthy body with both arms and legs.

So here I am at the end of my first real week back. It's been a rough one, but a good one. Bring on week 2!

You are what you eat.

2011-10-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

I have a sweet tooth. Always have. And when I say I have a sweet tooth I mean I REALLY have a sweet tooth. I am a sucker for everything with sugar. Halloween has always been my favorite time of year because candy is everywhere! I want to break this habit.

Eating sweets does not make me feel better. It tastes good for a minute and then I feel gross. It doesn't help me to feel good about my body. I think all things in moderation but there are somethings that can be done without 99% of the time. Candy falls into that category for me. It ruins my teeth, keeps on the weight, and makes me feel tired.

I want to feel great about me and what I eat has EVERYTHING to do with how I feel. Eating good food gives you good energy. It's time for some changes around here and I am actually really excited for it!

Earn your turkey

2011-10-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

This year I am going to earn my turkey. That's right, I am going to work hard until Thanksgiving and I am going to eat my turkey (and pie) without any ~~guilt.~~ My sister is so great at motivating me to work hard and workout. She has challenged me to workout and win a prize if I lose more than she does. Since I have been sick I have lost so much muscle but only gained back 2 pounds. Not bad for hardly working out for a whole month. Sometimes you just have to let your body recoup, and start over.

Anyone reading this I want to challenge you to earn your turkey! Work out almost everyday from now until Thanksgiving or set a goal to do 3-4 days a week at 20-30 minutes a day. Get on amazon and buy a Jillian Michaels 30 day shred DVD for 7.80. If you are a student you can get free shipping. It's SO easy to take 20 minutes and get into amazing shape. Find something that works for you and do it! Plus healthy recipes are not hard to find these days.

We are going on our cruise in 2 months from today and I want to wear my swim suit proudly and not be ashamed that I didn't get off the couch and work hard.

I am going to update often about my progress and ANYONE who wants to join in please comment or email me at amanda_adams_89@hotmail.com. Together, we can all be our best selves!

Here is a little motivation to help you get started. It's going to be a great month and a half!!

Secrets

2011-10-10T13:49:00.000-07:00

I have a secret. No, I am no pregnant.

Has anyone else ever had a secret dream? One that you feel will always be a dream but one that would be like a life dream?

One that I have never expressed to anyone in fear of judgment. I know it's none of my business what people think but I still care. a lot.

I am going to share my secret dream because I think why not!? Everyone has something that is a big dream that is pretty far out of reach.

I have always dreamed of becoming a professional dancer. I don't even know where to begin on the happiness and joy dancing brings me. Being on the drill team at Snow was one of my favorite times in my life. I got to dance every.single.day. and I never got tired of it. I maybe got tired of drama, but never dancing ;) My technique and skill went up so much because I was working on my passion pretty much 6 days a week. If only I could do that now.

Becoming a professional dancer like those who dance for Odyssey Dance Theater would be amazing. Even being a jazz dancer would be amazing. (Except wow I would have to lose like 15 more pounds and become a beauty queen.)

All I am saying is I have dreams that I wish so much that could come true but I feel like I missed my opportunity.

So unless you know someone who wants to retrain and old dancer like me, these dreams will stay dreams. But it's good to have something to dream about, right?

Thriller

2011-10-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

Last night Aust and I went to Thriller by Odyssey Dance Theater at Weber State. It was amazing! I am always up for anything involving dance and thankfully Austin is too :) I am glad that he enjoys watching amazing talent as much as I do. (ok probably not as much as I do, I am kinda obsessed!)

My heart kind of aches watching these graceful dancers doing what they love for a living. I wish I had that kind of talent.

Right when it started!

Date night!!

We were so close! We had amazing seats.

Skeleton dance. I didn't take a ton of pictures I was too busy watching ;)

Don't mind how scary I look or that I look like I am crying? Ha it was a fun night!

Teachers, Take 2

2011-10-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

So my last post was all about my lame teacher. Who is still lame, trust me.

But yesterday in my Family Processes class I was reminded of how AMAZING the rest of my teachers are in my major. Seriously these people are the nicest and best teachers I have ever had.

My teacher Dr. Chatelin is such a nice guy. He is also a therapist and I think that is where he gets his compassion from. He told us that he believes we are all smart. He believes he can learn from us. He knows we can succeed and he wants to see us all do that. He even got teared up talking about a client he has. Dr Chatelin has a true love for people. He cares so much and has taught me so much.

So yes I have a crappy teacher who enjoys ruining my learning but I have so many other wonderful teachers who truly care and want me to succeed.

And that is what being a teacher is all about.

Teachers

2011-10-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

I will never understand why some professors act the way they do. For example just because they are your teacher they think know everything, they think they have the right to be a jerk. I have a teacher this way who dislikes me for absolutely no reason. I swear he thinks he is google or something. He always has to be right and will fight you on it. (I don't fight with him, I have just seen it happen)

Well this said teacher had us do class presentations. No big deal right? WRONG! Did I mention he doesn't like me or my friends? For reasons I do not know!? I have been a straight A student in all his classes. I am rarely late, I rarely miss, and I do my work.

Anyways yesterday we had to do our presentation on other Latinos in America. Do you know how many "other" Latinos there are?! Like 21 countries. That is a lot to research and talk about it 25 minutes.

Well we asked him multiple times how he wanted us to accomplish this and then finally decided on a way and he agreed.

So, we did our presentation and I felt like we did well. We had a lot of info that was straightforward. We obviously could have fixed a few things but overall we did well..

After we were done this teacher decides he wants to tell us all the things we did wrong for the next 15 minutes. Including how we didn't talk about more groups when he told us before hand that we didn't need to.

The only word to describe my feelings at the moment is livid. I could feel hot tears coming because I was beyond embarrassed and hurt.

He didn't treat any other group this way. Just mine. I don't understand what goes through peoples mind to make them think they can belittle and be rude to others for no reason.

Doesn't he remember what it is like to be a student eager to learn? I learned nothing from his criticism but that he is a jerk and beyond arrogant.

Teachers like that make me want to become a teacher so that students don't have to suffer through class like I do.

The office

2011-10-01T15:19:00.000-07:00

"Four years ago, I was just a guy who had a crush on a girl, who had a

boyfriend. And I had to do the hardest thing that I've ever had to do,

which was just to... wait...And, a lot of people told me I was crazy to

wait this long for a date with a girl I work with but I think, even then I

knew that... I was waiting for my wife." -Jim Halpert

I know it's just a TV show and that the relationship is not real but seriously, this is darling! And just how it should be. Love is so magical <3

Mission Reunion

2011-10-01T12:50:00.000-07:00

Last night Aust and I made the drive down to South Jordan for his mission reunion. I will admit that I was kinda excited to go but kinda dreading it. I just knew I was not going to be a part of very many conversations and that I would know maybe 4 people. A lot of hugs and handshakes would be given.

At first I was like ok smiles all around, and then I was like ok I want to leave. I know I am such a nice wife. But then I got to thinking what all of these people mean to Austin and the impact they have had on his life.

Austin went out on his mission a boy eager and ready to serve and came home a man knowledgeable in the gospel and ready to start a family.

It changed his life and ultimately mine, forever.

I started to realize how grateful I should be for these people and the impact and experiences they shared together. It was a great night and something I will look forward to each year!

Toulouse France Mission with President and Sister Carter. Blurry phone pic :)

Someday

2011-09-27T12:21:00.001-07:00

Love this. So true.

Count your many blessings

2011-09-26T12:35:00.000-07:00

This weekend I realized so many things. I have SO much to be thankful for.

As I was laying in bed Saturday morning literally bawling my eyes out for the 4th time in two days I realized how blessed I am. My sister was on her way to take care of me. What a lucky gal I am!

My co-worker kindly took my shift even though it was in the most boring center and he would be there from 9-5:30 . Seriously, a saint.

My visiting teaching companion was so sweet to reschedule with everyone. She has also been sick so knew what I was going through.

I was supposed to do my sister in laws hair for homecoming that night. She was so sweet and didn't even fret. She has the best attitude and just went with the flow.

I had plans to go to SLC with my friend from Cali and they didn't even care that I just wanted to lay on the couch.

On Sunday I am supposed to play the piano in Relief Society but my neighbor said yes without hesitation to fill in for me.

Aust planned our Sunday School lesson and then filled me in on everything I missed at church to make me feel like I was there.

Everyone I have had to bail on and have cover for me has done so generously and been so kind. I am blessed with amazing people in my life who love me!

I am so thankful for everyone who checked up on me and has prayed and fasted in my behalf. Trust me, I can feel them working. Today has been a much better day.

I learned to always count your blessings in hard times, because the blessings are always abundant, sometimes we just lose sight of them.

Wedding Day

2011-09-24T14:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Austin's best friend Carson got married to his sweetheart Kayla.

I was sad to miss the wedding due to school but was lucky to be a part of the luncheon and reception.

I mostly just sat around at the reception and sadly left early due to not feeling well but it was SUCH a beautiful day. They make a great couple and looked amazing! Congrats you guys :) welcome to the married club.

Sister

2011-09-24T14:34:00.000-07:00

Today my sister Jackie came to the rescue. I have been so sick these past 2 days. Last night I hardly slept thanks to a sore throat and killer headache. She came over with a bag full of treats. She brought me my favorite Jamba, lots of medicine that was needed, a humidifier, these cool menthol shower things, and my sweet niece. She brought her cleaning gloves and got to work.

My house looks amazing, and I feel a lot better. I was so nice of her to sacrifice a few hours of her day to help me out. I really needed to be taken care of for a bit.

Thanks Jackie! I love you so much and am grateful for a sweet sister like you. Seriously, I have the best sisters in the world!

Pretend I have a cool title

2011-09-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

I haven't felt very inspired as of late. Probably because all I want to do is complain.

Complain about work. I am a H U G E people person and now there is really only one day a week that I actually get to talk to people. The rest is sitting in a room staring. I am a professional stare-er. I picked up more hours so now I am full time and I kinda regret it. I would take less money and my sanity over this any. day.

Complain about my immune system. More migraines, more sinus crap, less meds. Trying to overcome my health problems the natural way but I can tell it's going to take a while for my body to adjust.

Complain about my house. Or my mess. Being sick for 3 weeks really puts you back. I would literally go to school or work, come home, change into my jammies, and lay in bed. That was my daily routine for 3 weeks. I haven't swept, moped, dusted, vacuumed, or organized. And boy you can tell.

I could go on and on but NO ONE (including myself) wants to be in this pity party anymore. I want out but I am struggling to find ways.

I have started reading books besides my text books again and that is really helping. I like to escape into a different world.

I will say I am super blessed to be where I am in life. The other day I looked back at when Austin got home from his mission and how everything has worked out. I know this is where I supposed to be. It may not have been where I thought I would be, but I definitely know this the right thing for me.

I am lucky to be able to teach our youth sunday school. I realized I am not a great teacher. I am all over the place and many times can't get out what I am wanting to say. BUT I am building a relationship with the kids and I am learning a lot.

I was also called to be the relief society pianist. I am really excited because I love playing hymns.

This post is all over the place but this is life at the moment. I am actually loving this fall weather and everything that comes with it. (Hot chocolate, pumpkin, and lots of cuddles)

I have made some delicious meals and treats that I will be sharing soon. Taco pasta, pumpkin cookies, pumpkin pancakes with cinnamon syrup, and chocolate chip cheesecake cookies. YUM!

New Car

2011-09-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

Here is our new baby! No name yet but we are in love. Haha seriously though there is a lot of awesome things about this car and it's something we bought together.

We both loved feeling like real grown ups and doing this all together (even though we've both bought cars before)

A much needed/wanted upgrade. Plus we are actually saving money with this car. Cheaper payments, insurance, and gas. Doesn't get much better than that :)

If anyone has a good name for our car, feel free to let us know!

Trials

2011-09-12T14:41:00.000-07:00

Everyone has their own trials. I think mine is not having a great immune system. I have never been so worn out in my entire life as I have been in the past 2 weeks.

I have tried really hard to keep things going, staying on top of all I had planned to do, and just going with the flow.

My body has just had enough.

And frankly, so have I.

I got a new medication for my sinus infection. No biggy. Until I woke up the next morning with the worst migraine and was throwing up all day. Come saturday I was tired, had nausea, and a headache but was doing ok. Saturday when we got home from Peach days my head KILLED! I woke up at 4 am throwing up and was that way pretty much all day.

The doctor thinks it might have been a reaction to my medication. Who knows.

Today has been the same story.

I have lost 5 pounds since friday and have eaten probably 2 things that have stayed in my stomach long enough for nutrition.

I need a lot of prayers right now for my sanity. It's all getting to be a little too much!

Vrooooom

2011-09-08T17:45:00.000-07:00

Well blog friends. We are thinking about selling our car. My car. My FIRST car. I am kinda sad but we have an offer on a car that we have been wanting that we cannot say no to.

I LOVE the car we have but the one we want has a little more room. Same make of car, one size bigger.

If you or anyone you know is interested in buying our car email me at amanda_adams_89@hotmail.com

It's a 2006 hyundai accent

55600 miles

Runs like a champ

Power everything

Custom CD player with Ipod charging hookup

Never been in an accident but the front bumper has been replaced because our neighbor bumped it off. It did nothing to the car and didn't effect anything but the panel. It is a new panel, not fixed.

We are asking 7300 or best offer. It is the best little thing and I am going to miss it so much!

First picture of the day I bought it

Dizzy Days

2011-09-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

I have developed this habit to push my self to my limits since I started working out. Most days it is good but these past few days it has been a not so good thing.

I have a sinus infection, which is nothing killer but still makes me tired. Thankfully I caught it in time and started an antibiotic treatment. Since I have been sick, I have hardly taken any down time. I have pushed myself and taken small naps here and there but I pop back up and keep on going.

Today I got up early, made sandwiches, and we went up to Causey for cliff jumping. It was a blast! I just swam and took pictures due to being sick but I still loved it. We hit up the hot pots afterwards and then headed home.

Once we got home I needed to workout before I took a shower. I was halfway done when I started seeing black and feeling really dizzy. Luckily I was able to lay on the ground before I totally passed out!!

Lesson learned: Listen to your body. When you are feeling like crap, take a day off. I haven't let myself recover at all. I was so shaky and sick and luckily had Austin to help me up.

All in all, I think I am going to take a few days break. I just need to focus on me and not worry if I get in my workout, make delicious food, or anything else.

These next few days are about letting me recover...

Wish List

2011-09-03T11:51:00.000-07:00

I have so many things that I want, but they are so many things that I do not need!! But a girl can dream, right?

When Christmas and my birthday comes again, here is what I want!

I can't choose just one color, but red is pretty awesome.

ELF Mineral Makeup

This Curling Iron

A Bed Set (Blue and Brown but I haven't quite found the right one yet)

This DARLING purse

These shoes. Swoon!

This coat for the upcoming winter. (NOOOO!)

This nail polish

A red kitchen aid to match my kitchen

Pink Sweats

and...

Workout Clothes. Lots of them! But mostly these shoes.

I know these are only a figment of my imagination, but I still love them all!

Date Night

2011-09-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

Last night Aust and I went to the Jordan River temple. It was my first time there and I always get nervous at new temples because I don't know where I am going. Me not knowing where I am going always makes me forget what I am doing so the temple workers probably think it's my first time at the temple!

It was an AMAZING session. One I will always remember. We were asked to be the witness couple and it was a whole new experience. I absolutely love the temple and the different things I learn each time I go.

The sweet lady who helped me before I entered the Celestial room gave me a big huge hug and thanked me for coming in. She told me "you are doing better than you know". I felt so loved and so looked after. Tears filled me eyes and I could not stop smiling!

I can't wait to go back and learn more about the Gospel and about myself.

Afterwards we went to Burger King because we got a BK rewards card that gives us free food. Apparently only certain foods apply with the card but they don't tell you that until you order so we were stuck paying for it all. Oh well! Turned out to be a great night with my amazing husband whom I love so much!!

Marriage

2011-09-01T14:28:00.000-07:00

Last Update (For a while anyway)

2011-08-31T19:42:00.000-07:00

So the results are in! I lost a total of .... 5 pounds in my 30 days and a total of 20 this entire summer.

WOW!

I never thought it was possible.

My before and after pictures are so awesome to look at. It makes me so happy to know I reached my goal.

I also lost an inch on my hips, 4 inches on my waist, and an inch on my thighs each.

I squealed with joy when I read the scale haha! It has been a long but good 30 days.

Here is to another 30, and to getting even more cruise ready :)

Life

2011-08-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

I hate this thing that I do. This thing, you see, is comparing my life to others lives. I look at people who are my age, already graduated, debt free, having babies, getting big kid jobs (or at least wayyy better jobs than mine) and so many more things. I feel so stuck in life. All I do is go to school in a major that I love but don't know exactly what I am going to do with. It's nothing fancy like doctor, lawyer, teacher, or coordinator of some sort. I want to work in social services which makes little pay and requires lots of work. I feel like I am in a rut of wanting to do more and be more but not knowing how. I can't help the tinge of jealousy seeing people accomplish their goals and doing things they love. I have always dreamed of going to hair and nail school but I felt getting my bachelors was important in this economy. Now, I can't help but wish to be dropping out of this school and picking up in that one. I guess my dreams and my realities are not quite lining up like I hoped they would.

I know it sounds silly but sometimes I just cant help it...

It's Kind of a Funny Story

2011-08-27T16:57:00.000-07:00

Last night Austin and I watched "It's Kind of a Funny Story". I really liked it! (I wouldn't recommend it to everyone. It's from the perspective of a teenage boy who says teenage boys things.)

Anyways it's about a boy who has depression and feels suicidal and checks himself into a mental health hospital.

He was really embarrassed and didn't want his friends to know that he was "mental". The doctor said a mental illness is a medical problem just like diabetes. You wouldn't just say oh I have diabetes and not treat that.

(or something along those lines)

Anyways, I really really liked that.

Having a mental disorder or problem is real. I feel that having depression, anxiety, and many many other disorders are more serious than many physical ailments. They plague you from the inside out and know one can seem them unless you let them in.

They are something you have to deal with forever and something people shouldn't be ashamed of. I know this is a crazy topic to write about but I feel it is important. I have known many people who have had bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety problems. It it nothing to hide. Getting help is not the end of the world.

Going to counseling is nothing to be embarrassed about! I know that it has helped so many people overcome there problems (including myself).

We all need to be brave and embrace who we are because everyone deserves to be happy with who they are!

Nails

2011-08-23T16:23:00.001-07:00

I got a free sheet of nails shields from jamberry.com and I love them!! They require a little work but so worth it. I love my nails :)

Exercise Update

2011-08-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry for all these annoying exercise updates but it really helps me to keep track.

It is now day 23 out of 30. I thought I would have a hard time getting up for school but thanks to working out I can now get up easier.

Yesterday I rolled out of bed, pulled on my workout attire, and got to it. BAD idea. Seriously I need to give my body time to wake up. Working out so early makes me quite sick to my stomach.

I ran 3 miles yesterday as well. It felt amazing! I was really tired when I finished but nothing like I used to be when I ran. My endurance has picked up and my heart rate is not through the roof when I run anymore.

Well friends only a few more days till I finish the 30 day shred (even though I will continue to do it everyday). I am glad I have somewhere to document my success and struggles as well as a place that I receive encouragement. If you haven't worked out today, DO IT! Even 10 minutes makes a huge difference.

Last Day

2011-08-21T00:14:00.000-07:00

Monday is my last first day of school. I will NEVER be starting an undergraduate school year again! Oh blessed day. I have waited for this day for 19 years. Starting from preschool all the way up to this (2nd) senior year of mine, I have been waiting to say this is the year. All my hard work has come down to this. Only 2 more semesters of classes with lots of work and I am sure lots of tears. When all is said and done, the final papers, portfolio's, and projects are done, I will FINALLY be able to say it's over.

So here goes. Goodbye summer. Hello to finishing the rest of my school career.

Countdown of summer days

2011-08-16T12:35:00.000-07:00

I have absolutely l o v e d this summer. This summer goes down in the history books of fun. Seriously. I have been able to spend so much time with Austin. He is my best friend and makes everything fun. Because he worked graves we were able to have lots of days off together. Although I missed having him home at night, I loved the fact that we saw each other so much.

As we were driving home the other day, I started crying thinking about this upcoming semester. Our school days start early and we wont see each other allllll day until 10 (or later) each night. I am going to miss seeing him all the time. I will miss talking to him whenever I want to. I am going to miss random pizza runs, late night movies, vacations, brownies at 1 in the morning, watching netflix, sleeping in, going on walks, and doing what we want. We had the best summer anyone could ask for and we got to do it all together. People say it's good to do your own thing once in a while, and I totally agree, but I don't think that means only seeing each other for 1 hour each day.

To end this summer (which is not over yet, this week has only begun and we have something planned for every. single. day.) I want to do a recap of our fun. Maybe the first of the summer wasn't that fun (thank you school) but the last half was the greatest.

We started our summer with our anniversary. It was such a fun day!

We were lucky enough to be invited to my Taylor's wedding. It was a magical day!!

I couldn't resist this picture cracks me up! Fix your hair everyone and your lip gloss ;)

My other cute friend Lexa also got married and we were able to go to her sealing. We love the temple and remembering our own wedding day.

My favorite (and only) little sis graduated. I sure do love her!

Went to the stadium of fire with the girls (sorry aust)

Went boating with our neighbors

My mommy got married! We sure do love the bountiful temple. It was a beautiful day!

Fireworks with our fun friends!

We went to Yellowstone with the Bolton clan.

Bear lake with our friends!

St. George for my B-day!

We also took scuba lessons, played in park city, LOTS of time at the pool aka 7 peaks, random camping trips that didn't really involve camping because everything cost money, youth conference, sprained ankles, broken windows, sunburns, new friends, and lots of memories. I am going to miss this summer so much.

Here is to school, and another 4 months of h e double hockey sticks. Thankfully I have awesome friends in my classes to keep me sane.

Update!

2011-08-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

Today is day 14 of 30! So I decided it was time to do my measurements and weigh my self.

The GREAT news is I have lost an inch off my waist. One whole inch! That's only 20 minutes of working out a day.

Plus I have lost 3 pounds. I have put back on so much muscle in such a short time. I seriously haven't had muscles like this since I did drill team.

I feel amazing. I have so much energy to go go go all day. I wake up easy and feel happy. Who knew working out would be so worth it :)

I am so glad my fam decided to be a part of getting in shape. It is SO much easier when people are checking up on you and express the same joys and often times complaints about the process.

I have also eaten SO much less sugar because I am trying to see if that helps with the migraines. Hoping that helps!

Well that's all for my workout update. Hopefully in 15 more days I can report more inches lost and more muscle gained. Happy exercising!!

Birthday!

2011-08-12T12:55:00.000-07:00

My birthday was last week on Aug. 4th. We decided to go to St. George for a few days to celebrate and get away with just the two of us.

We had a blast! (Well, at least I did ;))

All I wanted for my birthday was to go shopping!!!! So, that's what we did and I loved it. Except the style right now is weird and everything is expensive.

We started our my day with working out, taking my time to get ready, and then going to eat at Bear Claw Diner. It was SO delicious! I should have taken a picture of my food.

After lots of shopping, G&G Bolton made dinner and bought me a cake!

That night we went to Crazy, Stupid, Love. It was hilarious!

We met up with Carson and Kayla and went up on the Dixie Rock.

That Sunday Austin's mom made me Skor cake! It was yummy.

Don't mind the monkey face!

Overall my birthday was amazing! Austin treated me like a princess and made me feel very special. He didn't even hardly complain about all the shopping either :) Thanks Aust! I sure do love you.

Good news

2011-08-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

I just came home from the hospital and sat down and cried. I received good news. Great news actually! I am cancer free.

I have this condition (or whatever you want to call it) called fibrocystic breast disease. My doctor maybe thought it was more than that. I am not going into detail about what it is but just know it's painful and uncomfortable and it's only getting worse.

Not much they can do about it but I am cancer free and feel like a HUGE load is lifted off my shoulders. I didn't realize how much I was holding in. When she told me everything looked fine I could have started crying right then and there.

Yay to some good news!

Prayer

2011-08-09T12:29:00.000-07:00

I get sick. A lot. I think even a lot is an understatement. I have been that way my entire life. I have always been my moms sick child. Well my bodies new favorite thing is to have migraines. every. single. week.

They are so awful lately that I throw up a bunch, and then feel like dying the rest of the day.

I've been to the doctor and her advice was to get neck massages because my neck is extremely tense and could be causing them. Well, I am not made of money so that is not always an option. Austin is so sweet and usually rubs my neck for me but I feel bad asking him to do that every day in order to avoid a migraine.

I can feel the knots in my neck and they are extremely painful. I guess that's where all my stress affects me the most!

Anyways, today I woke up with a really bad migraine. I did the routine of throwing up, laying in bed, excedrin, and sleep. Nothing was helping. I was so out of it but thought to say a little prayer. I think it took me 20 minutes to finish that prayer but when I did I felt so at peace and was able to finally rest. I slept a good hour and woke up feeling so much better. I still have an ache, and I have really bad nausea BUT I feel better. I can handle the pain and was able to come to work.

Prayer is amazing!

Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital to get a procedure done that hopefully results in good news. The scary part is, I could receive bad news. I am praying everything is ok, and I want to ask any of you reading this to pray for me too.

Workout

2011-08-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

I am on day 8 of the 30 days and I already feel amazing. Sure I still have a long way to go to be in great shape like I used to be, but I am noticing a difference. I thought I would dread working out everyday but I actually look forward to it. I even set my alarm earlier in the mornings and I hope to find time to do the workout and go running. It's amazing what 20 minutes a day can do to your body, but also to your energy! I feel better and stronger. I moved onto level 2 and I am SO sore all over again, but it's worth it.

Hopefully I can keep track of all the progress I've made and see real differences in how I look and feel!

My Testimony

2011-08-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

I have so many random thoughts floating around my head so bear with me. I have been thinking about so many things since reading a friends blog and talking with her.

She is going through the exact same thing I experienced with my family for the last 3 years.

It is heartbreaking.

I have been thinking about how I got through the tough times and how I learned to forgive, and move on.

It was not easy, and some days it's still not. I go days without thinking too much about stuff and then there will be days where it is all i can do to not cry.

I am not angry and upset, but I still feel the pain. Pain of the family that once was and the life that was before. I mourn the loss of relationships and rejoice the closeness of others. So many wonderful things have come from the hard times, but it doesn't mean the road to where I am now was an easy one.

My friend asked me how I overcame all that I did and there is so much I could say and yet I felt so inadequate in explaining my feelings. Some days I feel like I haven't figured things out at all.

The best thing I can say that came out of all of this is my testimony. I had a strong testimony before my world fell apart that July day in 2009, but nothing compared to the love I feel for my Savior now and how much I know that He knows me.

When you go through a trying time, you really have to stop all that you are thinking about life, and really analyze what you believe and who you want to be.

With the help of lots of prayer, scripture study, church leaders, friends, and family, I was able to let go of the burdens I was carrying. I was carrying the heavy weight of anger and frustration.

The term hate the sin and love the sinner really became prominent in my life. Who I am to judge people by how they choose to live there life. Maybe through me and my happiness and love for life, they can find there way back. I may not like the lifestyle they live, but it's not my place to be their judge. I worked so hard on this until one day, I felt free. Free from my struggles with anger and hurt. Free from blaming others for the situation I was in. I really tried to remember all the good things about my life before this event, and that helped immensely.

I really came to know my Savior and what he has in store for me. He teaches us to love everyone no. matter. what. and that is exactly what I learned. I know my Father in Heaven loves me and is aware of me and my struggles.

Life may not always be easy, but it is definitely worth it.

I would never wish this kind of trial on anyone. I am grateful for my Heavenly Father and the fact that he knows what I can handle and when it's time for me to get help from Him and those around me. Life isn't perfect, and neither are people, but there is beauty in everything.

Early Riser

2011-08-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

I am up early and it's not because I have to work (Gasp! I know)

I am most definitely not a morning person. I feel so groggy, grumpy, and out of it in the mornings. I want nothing more than to snuggle in the covers for 2 more hours and wake up on my own accord each time my alarm goes off.

I once heard a talk from someone at an institute fireside when I was down at Snow. He said something that has stuck with me since but that I have not always remembered and practiced. He said be in charge of you.

He said if you have a hard time getting up in the morning, y o u can change that. You are in charge of the mattress, not the other way around.

If you have a hard time working out, y o u can change that. You are in charge of your body, not the other way around.

If you have a hard time controlling your eating and going overboard, y o u can change that. You are in charge of you.

I loved that talk the minute I heard it. This week I have really worked hard on being in charge of me. So I still eat treats but I am working on it. I woke up this morning feeling refreshed instead of grumpy. Sure I can't get to my workout right away (hence blogging my random thoughts so I can wake up) but having this thought with me when I go to sleep that I am in charge of me has really made a difference.

Try it, I dare you.

School

2011-08-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

I finally caved and looked at what textbooks I need for school. Since it's August, I figured I better work it out since it is always a fiasco with Weber State. This semester I need 7 books. Ouch!

Upon my findings, if I buy every book through Weber's bookstore u s e d it is still 350$. I think I just had a heart attack. I could buy SO much stuff with that 350.00 + dollars. Including a scooter to get me to class... (But that is only wishful thinking since I am working at the top of campus again and I'm lazyyyy)

I immediately went to Chegg.com and entered in all my books. With a mixture of renting AND buying it is a total of 109.41. Holy savings! Seriously I would kiss the people who invented cheap textbooks and renting. (Sorry Austin).

I will never understand why a textbook that I only need to use for 3-4 months costs me so much money. And then they "buy" them back to your a 1/3 of what you paid. Silly silly weber state. You didn't get me this time!

Happy Birthday Sister

2011-08-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my best friends birthday. Jaclyn is such an amazing wife, mother, sister, and friend. She would do anything for anyone. I am so lucky to be able to call her my sister AND friend. She makes me laugh and helps me to have better days. At times, it's like we share the same brain! Growing up we did not get a long in the slightest but now I can count on one hand the times we have really disagreed and argued. It doesn't hurt that she has an adorable child that I can't get enough of. She is a fabulous cook and is so good at everything she does. I love my Jackie and am glad she has been here for 28 years to be my best friend and my mentor. I look up to you so much sister! Hope your day was amazing :)

30 Day Shred

2011-07-31T22:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I start day 1 of Jillian Michael's 30 day shred DVD. All of my sisters and mom are participating in losing weight and feeling better. I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous.

When it comes to working out I always talk myself out of it. I generally work out 2 to 3 times a week but we have committed to doing something everyday. I am just glad I have my family to check in on me to make sure I am doing my best. We took pictures in our ~~swim suits~~ and even measured our selves. I am not happy with what I am seeing so let the weight loss and toning begin!! (To be honest, I pretty much stay around the weight I am at since losing 13 pounds. I gain muscle REALLY fast so I hope this works.)

Frustration

2011-07-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

I have been having so many frustrations lately. My job is killing me. I love teaching dance and wish I could work enough to only do that but I don't so I have to work at the school.

At times these jobs conflict with one another but I have been lucky enough to find people to cover me. Well I got someone to cover me tomorrow for the summer recital but he tells me TONIGHT that he has something and will not be able to come in at the time I need. Really? You just tell me that tonight after I stressed to you how important it is I have these 3 small hours off? I just don't understand some people.

When I cover for people I write it down in 3 places! I set an alarm to make sure I remember and I don't say yes until I know that I can cover for them 100%. I absolutely do not get the same respect from some people.

It makes me so frustrated. I know this is so silly but I am so tired of being a nice person who works for everyone all the time and then turns around and gets screwed. I wish so much I could graduate and get a real job. Or just dance for the rest of my life. I'd be ok with that...

Bear Lake

2011-07-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

We have been SO blessed to go on a few vacations before school starts. Our friends the Johnstons invited us to bear lake for the weekend and we had a wonderful time. Thanks guys! We loved just hanging out and chatting it up around the fire. We got a lot of sun and we were glad to use our new tent for the first time. I hope we take a lot of vacations with our friends because it is so fun to be in good company :)

Once again I didn't take a ton of pictures but here is our time at the lake! Loved it!

Island Park

2011-07-30T23:17:00.000-07:00

I am long overdue on posting about the Bolton family vaca. Pretty much I am a sucker for vacation so anytime someone says sun, no work, treats, and awesome people, I am there!

We were so lucky to be able to take work off and go up to Island Park and Yellowstone for 6 days. We stayed in a nice cabin with our own room which was nice. I should have taken pictures of the cabin but I am glad to say I even took pictures since I kinda suck at that. Here is a picture story of our time there :)

The first day we went boating and I didn't get pictures. oops! We ended the night going to see a waterfall. Cute husband :)

Tired after a long day in the sun

CUTEST little baby Grayson. Can't get enough of him!

jumping over the bench. Aust has serious hops!

Ryan taking his turn :)

Windy Yellowstone. And smelly. But fun!

My husband is so sweet!

It was so hot but the water is so pretty!

Cute little Gunner!!

This buffalo just walked down the middle of the road and was right next to our car. I am not even zoomed in at all! It was pretty awesome.

We had a blast spending time with Austins Fam. We went river rafting, shooting guns, and had lots of yummy food. Thanks Mom and Dad Bolton for the great vacation!

Husband

2011-07-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

So I know I talk about my husband a lot but lets face it, he is pretty great! I am so thankful for him and all that he does for me.

He has a job that he doesn't really like but NEVER complains because he know he is helping our family out.

He indulges in my crazy ideas and habits. Like randomly making cookies, and going to buy treats, and pizza, and popsicles.

He tells me I am beautiful everyday.

He loves me for me.

He wants me to succeed.

We don't always have to talk when we are together. I think that is a wonderful thing that we can just enjoy each other's company.

I love Austin SO much! When I am with him I feel at peace. Lately I have felt like I am missing something. I don't feel challenged at my job. I don't feel that I am doing all I can to help our family out, even with 2 jobs. I just wish that I could do more and be better. Austin lovingly reassures me that he appreciates my time and effort I put in to doing every thing like dinner, cleaning, and working with school on top of it all. I am thankful for him for putting me at ease because lately I have been one big stress ball. Love ya babe!

Thankful for Family

2011-07-22T11:38:00.000-07:00

I just want to write a little post about how thankful I am for family. Austin and I both come from families that love us. They both want what is best for us and they both want us to be around. (Even though at times I am selfish and want to be around my family, his family is pretty great!) We are so blessed to have parents who love us, siblings who are our best friends, and many nieces and nephews. Being together forever is going to be so great :)

A few more laughs

2011-07-21T12:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry this one swears... it is dang funny!

Ok so I now this is two posts of the same thing in a row but I HAVE to share these funny text messages. I was crying I was laughing so hard :)

2011-07-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

I recently joined pinterest.com. I have to say that some of the pins on there are hilarious. Seriously I have a whole folder for random funny pins I have saved. I want to share a few :)

I know some of these are dumb but I like anything that brightens my day! Enjoy!

7-11

2011-07-11T09:23:00.001-07:00

Today is free Slurpee day at 7-11 in honor of 7-11-11. Pretty sure this is the best day ever. I can't think of a better treat on a hot summer day!

Stadium of Fire

2011-07-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

I had the opportunity to go to Stadium of Fire this year with my cute friend Karyn. She was perfect to go with since she also shares a great love for David Archuletta, Brad Paisley, and our country. Candice had a hot date and joined us for the ride down and dinner. It was such a special night for me. I can't even begin to describe the feelings of pride and joy I had. I was overcome with emotions throughout the entire night. We have the chance to live in an amazing country that is free. I am so grateful for the chance to know so many wonderful people who serve our country. I wish I could personally thank them all for our freedom and for their sacrifice. God Bless America!

I look scary in this picture haha

we were so close!

Oh the sun, it was horrible!

(My camera broke RIGHT before David came on stage so this is all I have. Unbelievable, I know. But Karyn kindly took pictures for me.)

Family

2011-07-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

I have a grandpa who has been my grandpa all my life. He passed a few years ago and it was really hard to overcome. He is my step grandpa but I never saw him as that. To me growing up he was the only grandpa I knew.

The only difference between him and I is he is Black and I am White.

Apparently to some people because we are not blood related, we are not family. We obviously can't be because we look different, and come from different places.

I can't even begin to describe to you how much that makes my heart ache.

I will never understand why people put blinders on and are only willing to see the world one way. They think because we are white we are posers that are trying to claim a status that isn't really ours. I have never felt so disrespected in my whole life.

I know it's hard to try and explain this but I write this not to complain and cause more drama but to make sure everyone who reads this stops judging others. Family is not what the eye can see.

Its about who comes and supports you at every activity you are involved in. It's about who calls you to tell you they love you. It's about who you spend christmas and other holidays with. It's about who cares for you and would always be there for you no matter what.

My grandpa was an amazing man. He helped so many people to become who they always wanted to be. He was a great husband, father, grandfather, leader, football player, boss, and so many other things. I will stand up for him and all he stood for until the day I die. He does not deserve to be disrespected by his own family like he has been.

I wish so much that I could makes others feel the love that we felt for him and from him because then, they wouldn't have there mean words and ignorance, and I think the world would be a little bit of a better place.

Becoming a Bolton

2011-07-07T10:20:00.001-07:00

2 weeks ago I finally drove down the social security office with all the paper work I needed and changed my last name. I got married over a year ago... and I finally did it. I don't know why it took me so long!

I could say it was because we moved the day after we got married and things have been crazy ever since.

I could say it's because I didn't have 2 hours to go sit in the long line.

I could say it's because I am lazy.

I could say it's because I didn't want to go alone and our schedules are always different.

In all reality there is no excuse as to why it took me so long.

I will say this, I was SO happy to finally become a Bolton. I don't know why but I felt such joy in taking on Austin's last name. It was a great day indeed and of course we celebrated with ice cream :) Hooray for officially being Amanda Bolton!

Love

2011-07-06T13:25:00.000-07:00

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."

Dr. Seuss

This explains Austin and I's relationship perfectly.

I love my little weirdo :)

Dinner!

2011-07-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

I have been making some delicious and SUPER easy dinners lately but haven't found much time to post about them.

The other night I made a stir fry and it was so good. Best part it was so easy!

All you need is some chicken and any veggies you like. We used broccoli, onions, (which we added first to make them cook better) then some water, and 3 different peppers, red, yellow, and orange. Top it off with some kikkoman stir fry sauce and there you have it! Delish dinner for 2.

Mom's Wedding

2011-07-05T12:10:00.000-07:00

My mom became a Lewis last Thursday. What a beautiful day it was. I didn't take a lot of pictures because I just wanted to relax and enjoy the day. I mingled with a lot of old family friends and had a great time. I will always remember being able to go into the temple and see my mom get married for time and all eternity. What a very happy memory for all of us kids. It is so great to have a priesthood holder at the head of the family. We love Bruce and are excited for the new adventures we will have with our new family that has now doubled in size.

Wedding attire :)

My killer shoes... literally they killed my feet. But they are so cute!

SO happy

Pretty Mamma

I asked Reese to smile, and this is the face she gave me.

Love Birds

Me and my cute hubby :)

Wedding

2011-06-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today my mother gets married.

It's kind of crazy to look back at all we have gone through as a family. We are stronger, more loving, and patient with one another. We know we can make it through ANYTHING.

I am so glad my mom is happy and that she is worthy to go to the temple with her love. Thanks for being a great example to me mom.

Just like the book my mom used to read to me when I was little...

I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as I'm living my "mother" you'll be.

Congrats mom, you deserve it!

Goals

2011-06-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

I read on a girls blog that goals are made at the beginning of the year and by summer they are gone and forgotten about. I completely agree! She issued a challenge to set some mid year goals and I say the same to you who is reading this (If anyone really does for that matter, ha)

1. Finish the Book of Mormon with Austin. Yes some days we still have to act it out but it works.
(A way that we are going to be starting to get better at this is to check off days on a calendar so that we know when we have read and to make it a habit)

2. Read 10 books by the end of the year. This means less computer time and more literature time.

3. Exercise in the mornings instead of in the afternoon or at night. I have been thinking about this one SO much but I need to do it. I am not a morning person but I am in control of me so I can make it happen.

4. Make new friends. I have this weird thing where I "kinda" make new friends but then always call up my old friends to do everything. I need to be brave and just do it!

5. Let go of any grudges I am holding.

6. Not care about what other people are doing in their life. So what if they hung out with them or they are doing this, or going there, or buying this, or being friends. I have an awesome life and need to accept it!

7. Get a 4.0 in the fall. Still waiting for my grades to see if I got on this summer.

8. Volunteer and do more service. I want to be more selfless and less selfish.

9. Go to my weekly relief society activities. YIKES I am bad at this.

10. Start writing in my journal again. I havent written in it since we have been married. I blog but I need to write down more of my thoughts, feelings, and memories.

11. Spend more time with my loved ones and make the best of everyday.

Most of the goals are certainly do able and achievable! I just need to set my mind to it and I know I can make my life be the life I am proud of.

Summer

2011-06-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

This last week we have been so lucky to participate in everything summer...

I went swimming 4 times

Had a BBQ

Went Boating

Went to Lagoon

Did some yard work

Got a sun tan line

Had a picnic

Played games outside with our neighbors while eating popsicles

and loved every minute of it all.

Summer is by far the BEST part of the year. I can't wait for many more weeks just like this one.

Friendship

2011-06-21T17:06:00.000-07:00

This is so true.

School's out for summer!

2011-06-21T11:31:00.000-07:00

Since my crazy classes are over (yay!) I have FINALLY gotten around to decorating my house... It's only been a few months, but no worries. School has consumed my life since we moved in. It is so nice and refreshing to be home and not be doing homework. I can actually clean and keep up on things that I want to. It it the best feeling in the world!!!

On a side note, I will be sporting crutches for a few days. If you see me and I look ridiculous, don't laugh. Why does weber state have to be set on a hill?!

Lex and Andy's wedding!

2011-06-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

My beautiful friend Alexa got married to the love of her life Andy a few weeks ago. I was SO lucky to be able to attend the dinner, ceremony, and reception. I have known Alexa for a long time and I was so happy to see her get married in the temple. Nothing is more special to me to be in the celestial room with your loved ones as you get sealed for time and all eternity. Being in there with her brought back so many memories of my own wedding. The joy you feel as a bride being sealed to your groom is indescribable. Thanks Lex for letting me be a part of it all! Here are some pictures of the fun day!

My Dad

2011-06-19T22:17:00.000-07:00

I want to take a minute and talk about my dad.

My dad was the best growing up. Sure, I was scared when he got mad but that taught me discipline and that it's not worth it to do stupid things and get in trouble. My dad taught me that honesty is the best policy. My dad taught me that family comes first. I remember hating when I knew I had disappointed my dad. Nothing hurt me more than knowing he was upset with me. My dad taught me to play softball. He coached me almost every year growing up. I will always cherish the times of playing pickle, catch, and batting with my dad. He taught me about good sportsmanship. He knew what it meant to be a team player and he instilled that in all who were on his team. He treated me with respect. My dad made sure that I knew I was beautiful inside and out. He picked me up when I was down. My dad first taught me how to air guitar and to blast my music. He instilled his love for music in me. My dad has always known how to rock. I loved bragging about my dad growing up. He is an awesome drummer.So much of my life was filled with summer nights in the park listening to my dad play before fireworks. Those are times I will never forget. I have so many memories of my dad. I was and always will be a daddy's girl. He taught me how to drive and had patience with me when I became scared and frustrated. He loved me always like a good dad should. My dad and I may not have always had a great relationship, especially these last 2 years but I will say this. My dad has taught me so much about life, love, and living. I owe him so much for making me the person that I am today. No matter where life takes us, I know I will always have my dad.

Love you daddy....